Growing up

Remember when u were young , small, and weak. u will need the protection of someone; however when u grow older under protection for too a long time. You strated to feel been restricted, chained down to something or by something. So you yern to break free to breath the so call new air.

i used to wander as a Houseman, as to when will be given the right to made decision to decide upon the life of someone. Always blaming others, thinking if i were the one working on it, i could have save the patient or made his life much better.

well, after his blessing i was given the chance; but now i remember only under the guidance or protection of someone can you truly feel bliss. The so call invisible chain when think back is actually never a chain but string with someone pulling at the end to guide you down the right path. ironic, this actually can be picture as a poor cow been drag against his will.

so now i got what i wanted to do everything on my own, let's pray for the best and hope nothing happen.